This morning, Dave's car wouldn't start. And, I thank God for that!
Those who know me well will know what I mean when I say, "I have a feeling"-- I sometimes get "bad feelings" about things, and more often than not, something bad will happen. It freaks Dave out, so I don't always tell him about them, but he's gotten smart and will ask me.
Anyway, last night, starting about 11:00 pm, I started getting an ominous feeling. I was fretful and not sure why. I was sure that something bad was going to happen to someone I love, but I wasn't sure who- I was just scared and shaky and generally freaked out. I rolled over In bed to poke my husband who was snoring, and realized again how much I truly, madly, deeply, love him. His soul is the other half of mine,. We don't say it enough, as we are busy with the lives of raising children and taking care of parents and general life. But we really love each other, and are so committed to each other and the other's happiness. Anyway, I got very scared. I snuggled in to him, and started praying. "Lord, please please keep my husband safe. Hold him in Your hands all the time, but especially tomorrow, when I feel so anxious and nervous. I need Your strength and assurance. I need my husband, Lord, and I trust in You and You will. I fell asleep singing a chant in my head; "Trust in the Lord, with all your heart- Trust in the Lord, be strong, take heart"
This morning, when Dave woke up, I woke up, and he gathered me close and snuggled with me. Normally, that doens't happen. We cuddled for a few minutes, then he got up for work. I realized that I felt peaceful- not nervous as last night. I know I had given my fears over to God, so He was holding onto them. As Dave was leaving later- he normally hollers up the stairs- I'm leaving! Love you, Bye! But this morning, I said, come uupstairs and tell us! So, he did. I told him I loved him, too, and he left. I snuggled in the bed with the 2 kids getting ready to get up and go back to school, when the door opens. What happened? My car won't start! What? Ok- then take the truck, but wait until I come downstairs- I throw my clothes on, and run downstairs. I'm sure he was surprised that I wasn't freaking out (He's not the best at servicing his car) but I knew better. I gave him a hug and sent him on his way. I'm sure this was a gift from God.
The car that ran perfectly just last night wouldn't start this morning. It delayed his trip by 30 minutes. I truly believe that God speaks in many ways, including the silence of a battery. Who knows what happend? I know my husband is at work, safely. I know I feel His peace upon me, and I know my husband will be fine now. Thank you Lord. Thank you.